Ah, well, how embarrassing... it has been close to 1.5 years since I last wrote anything on this little blog.
A lot has happened... and I mean A LOT. Unfortunately I cannot share the vast majority of it with you, dear reader... so you'll have to just take my word on my life exploding and becoming hectic as all heck.
At the end of it all I now find myself living in Bangkok, Thailand. (Huge surprise if you don't follow my twitter I guess?) I've been here for a few months, slowly trying to adjust to a huge culture and life change. Upheaval, even!
I officially retired from escort work in June 2024 when I left Canada behind. However, to be completely truthful, I thought I may likely return to the career once I had settled in across the planet.
Due to the aforementioned life imploding circumstances that I cannot fully share (How mysterious and vague I am!) I could not inform you all about my plans. I announced my retirement and then just sort of... appeared in Bangkok all "Surprise! I live here now!".
I do find myself missing the job greatly. It has been 3 months, and I have used that time to try and rid myself of all the stress and turmoil of the past 1.5 years. I'm finally starting to feel some sense of equilibrium again and have decided it's time to make a small return.
I have never before announced a retirement and I do feel some guilt over the dishonesty, however I was not entirely sure I would come back to this. I wanted to feel out some other options and make an educated decision about my future. Also, due to privacy and personal safety reasons I had to go about my life changes in an extremely discreet manner; and as this persona is public facing, the safest way to do so was via retirement.
Now here I sit in my little BKK apartment surrounded by 3 cats and 1 dog (if anyone wants advice on immigrating with pets OH BOY do I have a lot to give). It's monsoon season and I watch the rains over the city from my balcony. I can go out and eat street food for $2 and drink lattes for $1.5. It's pretty rad.
I am officially returning to seeing clients, however at home in BKK I will be sticking to 1-2 clients a month. I will be prioritizing those who wish to foster long term connections and visit regularly. I still have to figure out the best way to accept deposits internationally... but there are a few options I can explore.
I will be adding new services to my website, including dating profile assistance and sex tips.
I will be building a company offering travel planning/booking.
I am working on a youtube channel, and may start 2 of them.
I am planning a couple tours, Australia and Singapore.
I have started a new medication, which is a whole adventure to adjust to... which has definitely been adding to my struggle to get back to reality.
I know I sort of abandoned my onlyfans, to be honest my mental health had taken such a sharp nosedive that I struggled to maintain any sort of schedule whatsoever. I needed a break. A long, quiet, dramatic break with little to no responsibilities.
I do apologize to those who continued to support me there, I will be returning to daily posts and growing my following again.
There are a select few of you who know most of what happened in my life. I realize that to a portion of the rest of you, the way this is worded will come across as an invitation to pry. I can assure you it is not. If I was willing to share my situation I would have done so, and maybe in the somewhat distant future I will!
As I sit at my table typing this up, a storm has begun to roll by my window. The skies have darkened and the clouds look ominous. I love it here, and now I have to start the journey of truly living here. I have taken the time to breathe and be still, it's time to get up. Shake off the dust. And start this new adventure for real.
Let's go!
(And as usual have fun, stay safe, and always tip your companions!)
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